JOHNNY I MISS YOU SO MUCH I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU BACK IN ME AND THE KIDS LIVES.YOU WERE THE BEST FATHER ANY CHILD COULD HAVE EVER ASK FOR. IT WAS A BIG LOSS IN OUR CHILDRENS LIVES TO NO LONGER HAVE YOU WITH THEM.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CRY ALL THE TIME.I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE REST OF MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU.YOU MEANT SO MUCH TO ME.I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FIND SOMEONE SO PERFECT LIKE YOU.I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE THERE.I NEVER THOUGHT WHEN YOU PROMISED ME FOREVER YOU ONLY MEANT YOUR FOREVER.MY HEART IS CRUSHED.I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOME WAY FOR YOU TO COME BACK HOME TO US BUT THERE ISN'T.SO I WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN.I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART FOREVER YOURS TAMMY